My visa for Belgium expired yesterday! That puts an end to the hope of returning back to ‘Life is beautiful’ days. A melancholic feeling runs through the blood, whenever I think of it.
I do have a challenging job – managing people who are at different spectrum of human nature is no easy job. And yes, I am closer to my family than before. Strange as it may sound, I feel lonely more often in my native land than I felt in a foreign land. Not only I feel often, but these feelings are deep as well. Sometimes I am just overwhelmed by them.
I thought, such feelings will be a phase and I will get over them quickly. But more than six months have gone by and still these thoughts and feelings are as gloomy as it was in the begining.