Oh God! I’m not able to comprehend what is happening and cannot explain how I feel. Sometimes, I feel elated and some other times, I wonder how the future is going to be. For most part of my adult life, I lived alone. Now suddenly if I’ve to share my space with someone else….pff, sometimes it is scary. Not scared for myself, but for her.

When I was leaving office, I was so overwhelmed by my feelings that I took a long walk before get into the car and drive home. I miss having someone to talk about my feelings in a honest way. Folks around me now jump immediately into judging mode that I keep everything to myself.

During the walk, I remembered the prayer that I like the most and recited it to myself.
Give me courage to change the things that I can
Give me serenity to accept the things that I can’t change
And give the wisdom to know the difference

That gave me a fresh breath of feeling.

Anyway, hope all goes well in the recent days and in the days to come.