I wrote on Saturday that the coming week will be a better week. But no.

I got so sick of high fever and shivering on Sunday that I went to doctor to get some drugs. He gave severe dosage that I am always feeling like being drunk. I lost my co-ordination. How much ever I eat, my eyes give a perception that I am constantly drinking in my room.

Past three days are terrible. Today I threw up as well.

I thought 8 weeks will go as a fly. I am wrong. It looks like an eternity in hell.