I started the day pretty well. I had continental buffet breakfast in the near-by ‘Mark Boulevard’ restaurant. That was a change from the routine; but I enjoyed it.

By the time I got back to work, two more meetings were added to the already crowded schedule. One meeting after another and when I felt hungry it was 1.45! I did have a quick lunch and started next series of meetings. We made real good progress on both the projects. The day was going well.

I was having the last meeting – it was already 6.30 p.m. – in an air conditioned conference room and I started sweating badly. I felt weak and hungry too. So I headed to the cafeteria and had a sandwich. But still I felt uncomfortable. By 7.30 p.m., I started home.

I reached home and immediately got to the bathroom and started vomiting. I really don’t know what the hell is going on. Then I lied, without even removing the shoes, on the bed for really long time.

I am going through a tough situation. A strange one. A dilemma. Official and personal life are on the two extremes.

I’m feeling little better now. Hope I can have a good night sleep.