I’ve been thinking for a while, why so often I get moody and depressed.

I realized that, I didn’t get what I value as single important thing in life. I still value and I still don’t have. I’ve tried to bridge that gap many-a-times and mostly failed. I say mostly, because there was a brief moment in which I did get it.

This gap and the chase drains emotional fortitude and the rest is ….well you know.

Either the gap is bridged or I stop the chase. I think I better stop the chase.