Tired & bored

Time flies. It’s a cliche but also truth.

It’s going to be three years since we came to Delhi. No doubt it has been exciting learning many things. And being in a position to impact corporate climate in India is no small thing. Rolling out a new vehicle for corporate growth is no small feat.

But I am tired of all of that. Due to language & other factors, I don’t speak to many here. And I have not developed many friends too. So it gets lonely often. (LA, if you are reading this, I am blaming you for converting me from a socio-phobic to this state of wanting to be with people)

And I haven’t travelled much in the past three years – haven’t driven on long roads, not sat in a beach and enjoyed the waves and sunsets, not got observed in a movie and so on.

I don’t know the factor(s) but I am not in love with what I am doing. I don’t hate it, but I am not loving it either (did it sound like a script from kamal’s movie? Well I miss analysing those lines too)

At least for the past two weeks I am staying up well past into midnight, sometimes reading but sometimes musing about the future. Lots of unknowns – that includes both known unknowns well as unknown unknowns.

I am okay with uncertainties. But …I am tired of this place.

“the man who is led by the spirit is like a wind” & “the best is yet to come”

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